strung

something is building. in me. here. now. bubbling up. over.
i'm bouncing off walls. shaking and rattling in these bones. i'm trying to fill up holes. tiny, unforgivable, pinpricking holes. i'm chaining. i'm zooming. i can feel it. any day now something is gonna give. give. give. these bars have some give and i'm gonna take the out. out. out. "your life doesn't come with a laugh track." track. track. track. am i on the right track? i won't blink. i'm just about ready. here i come. i'm cussing and kicking. i'm dancing. it started as a hiss. right here, upper left to my right eye. and it's been getting stronger as i take you down. down. down. furious now. i'll take you down.

i won't blink.